What I really meant to say...

If you have a choice between me and her,
choose her because if you really loved
me there wouldn’t be a choice.

- Unknown

What I wore, too

I love today's look!! The purple!! the black/white!! Awesome!!

Cardigan: Ruche, dress: Macy's (on clearance 3 yrs ago!) shoes: Goodwill

and the gratuitous action shot because my hair looks all sorts of amazing!!

What I wore

I give up!! I don't this blog for much anymore do I?!
Lately I've been obsessing over fashion blogs. I love seeing what others create, how they pair colors or patterns or fabrics!? and it's inspired me so much...
I'll show you!

Dress, Shoes and cardigan from Target. (I got the dress on clearance for $6!!!) scarf from forever21

When you build a house, you draw up plans first. Next comes the foundation... I consider this... Laying the ground work, for that foundation.
Oh and maybe I should see an "architect"?

Chris Young - Tomorrow

Wow!

Anthem

COLBIE CAILLAT
"Think Good Thoughts"

I'm just gonna say it,
There's no using in delaying,
I'm tired of the angry hanging out inside me,

So I'll quiet down the devil,
I'm gonna knock him with a shovel,
And I'll bury all my troubles underneath the rubble

When I'm alone in my dark dark room,
I have to tell myself to,

Think good thoughts,
Think good thoughts,
Imagine what the world would be if we would just,
Think good thoughts,
Stop the bad from feeding,

I won't let the negativity turn me into my enemy,
Promise to myself that I won't let it get the best of me,
That's how I want to be
Na, na, na, na

I'm not saying that it's easy,
Especially when I'm moody,
I might be cursing like a sailor till I remind myself I'm better,

Cause words can be like weapons,
Oh and you use them, you regret them,
Oh but I'm not gonna let them take away my heaven

And when I start feeling blue,
I remember to tell myself to,

Think good thoughts,
Think good thoughts,
Imagine what the world would be if we would just,
Think good thoughts,
Stop the bad from feeding,

I won't let the negativity turn me into my enemy,
Promise to myself that I won't let it get the best of me,
That's how I want to be

I just think rain on a summer night,
Stars filling up the sky,
Sun shining on my face,
Making a secret wish,
Finding my happiness,
That always makes me hold my head up high,
I wanna hold my head up high,

I wanna think good thoughts (Imagine what the world would be if we would just think good thoughts)
I wanna think good thoughts (wouldn't that be something?)
I won't let the negativity turn me into my enemy,
Promise to myself that I won't let it get the best of me,
That's how I want to be
Na, na, na, na

Enough Already

Alright, Alright...I'm done. I can't stay down there too long before I myself can't stand me. I remember this girl who was funny and the life at a party...I want her back. I WILL get her back...soon.

See ya soon

I wonder if other people feel like this when they just can't go on any more.
Is all they want just to stop... The hurt, the hate, the unhappiness? I want to be stronger or weaker whatever the case... But who will finish what I've started? How can I finish what I've started? It's sad that one person has this much power over me, I know. How do undo all that power? Maybe the best thing for me is psychiatric hold... I am a danger to myself and maybe to others.

One day I will end it all

hi there...

This year sure is flying by...it's almost July! I haven't been around too much but I'm still here. Still crafting, still busy, still...here.

June 7, 1995

There was no months of planning, no invitations sent out, no white dress or flowers, no family or friends. Just a 4 hour drive to Las Vegas, NV and 2 kids standing in front of a Justice of the Peace.

Forward 16 years and here we are... Happy Anniversary.

at work

I don't like you. I didn't like you last week, I won't like you tomorrow...don't come back to check...it won't change.

I'm very tired... I just want this to be over, more than I want to make it work.

Whoa!!

2/9/2011: So I bought a spinning wheel...one Kromski Sonata, we'll call her Mabel. Isn't she pretty!?


2/12/2011: and I "learned" to spin. Seen here at Libby's house for my first lesson! (Thank You Libby!!)


2/12/2011: Started with some practice fiber I got from FreckleFaceFibers a very long time ago!



2/13/2011: I even "tried" plying...

2/13/2011: Then I said..."enough with the practice! let me at some fiber!!" I said that...just like that. I got this fiber from Libby...she's trying her hand at dyeing and this braid didn't make the cut!
2/13/2011: and plyed...
2/18/2011: I finally got a private lesson from Sarah! niddy noddy (yes, that's a real word!) and washing.
the final product!!


So now I think I can do anything right!! I made yarn after all!! so I broke out the good stuff!!
Funky Carolina MCN in gimme gimmes!!


2/20/2011: and turned it into these!!
I can't wait to knit this up!!

Happy Birthday Baby

February 9, 1995 at 11:56 pm
7 lbs. 13 oz.
21" long

Just a girl...

I'm all about freedom of expression. So this weekend when the Big D asked to dye his hair I said "it's only hair...why not!?"

"Picnik Show"

Create a free slideshow with Picnik!

Didn't realize the controversy it would cause?!
If you're shocked or awed...let me just say that he's one hair cut away from being "normal" and really IT'S JUST HAIR! (this time)

Look at me

Pattern designer! Take a look, it's on Ravelry (which you have to join, but it's free) and it Free~

Chainged

Stay...

Just the way you are...

Keeping me up at Night...

This Guy....

and this one...

Hope you had a Happy Halloween!