I wonder if other people feel like this when they just can't go on any more.
Is all they want just to stop... The hurt, the hate, the unhappiness? I want to be stronger or weaker whatever the case... But who will finish what I've started? How can I finish what I've started? It's sad that one person has this much power over me, I know. How do undo all that power? Maybe the best thing for me is psychiatric hold... I am a danger to myself and maybe to others.

One day I will end it all